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what is your favorite memory with me?
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yeah so yesterday i went to the mall with kyle, kara, and diego, and i almost got in a fight with two mexican trashy girls. and then earlier that day kara went to school with me and we looked really cute haha and i was wearing uggs and my chanel glasses and all these ppl were like callin kara paris hilton and nicole richie. haha but its cool though cuz i love nicole richie lol. but yeah so yesterday i was looking for a dress for homecoming...yes i know early early early but i dont want someone to have the same dress haha. and i felt so fuckin fat. and im gonna like starve myself or something. i was about to cry cuz everything i tried on i looked like a fuckin cellulite cow. but whatever. and i missed the bus this morning which sucks major dick. ugh my life is going to hell now, my dad is always with that bitch kelley, and sometimes i just wished i lived on my own and didnt have to deal with my disfunctional family. and like my dad was all drunk again. and its like god why cant he be normal for one day? and hes so embaressing around my friends and when he talks to kyle's mom and dad im like ugh dont talk to them, they probably think ur a physco freak. y'all are so lucky ur parents aren't as fucked as mine and ur dad isnt a drunk control freak. okay well umm yeah im gonna go cos i really have nothin else to really say.
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comment or hear fromt he wrath of god haha
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hey this is kyle updating emilys journal entry we just kind of got into a fight i did something really stupid i took a note that she wrote to me and threw it on the ground because i asked her what was wrong im just really sorry and hope she forgives me for what i did because she means alot to me i just hope she feels better :-/ its been hard lately but i hope we can get threw it
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She walks away from him...
lonely and heartbroken...
tears are streaming down her mascara streaked face...
why did this happen to her?
she thought he was the one...
she thought they would be together forever...
but when she found the lipsticked colar and the perfumed letters she slowly let go of his firm frip around her hand...
she walks away from him lonely and heartbroken...
tears are streaming down her mascara streaked face...
to hell with him and his little mind games...
to hell with staying up all night waiting for him...
to hell with his shit and his baggage...
she walks away from him...
lonely and heart broken...
tears are streaming down her mascara streaked face...
she didnt want to listen to the truth...
she didnt want to believe her friends when they said they saw him with a girl with long black hair and crystal clear blue eyes...
she thought she was good enough for him...
i guess not...
she walks away from him...
lonely and heart broken...
tears are streaming down her mascara streaked face...
can she ever trust anyone with her heart again?
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okay now this one isnt finished...
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The sky is as greay as your heart...
nothing in life fulfills you anymore...
the glass you broke slits my finger ljust the way you slit my throat...
theres so much i've got to tell you...
you make it so hard to express my heart to you...
i want to forget everything we did...
i want to forget you all together...
your not good for me anymore...
retrace your footsteps right out of my heart...
you've hurt me so much that i dont think i'll ever love again...
why did you have to go and hurt me like that?
sometimes i just want to die...
to die because you hurt me to no end...
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okay so yeah umm comment
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haha whats crakin ? ummm i got my phone turned back on woot woot lol. so yesterday was kinda a shitty day...it was hot and i had to do the whole bus thing lol and dont you hate it when u walk down the street and all these mexican guys whistle at you and blow kisses to you? im like dude get life...god! lol but my day gets better lol. so my dad comes home in a great mood and he takes me to the mall to get my phone turned back on and stuff and while we are there, there is this lady in front of us...she was sooo white trailor trash you have no idea. She had on a stripped speghetti srap dress that was ment to fit a 6year old she had like 5million butterfly clips and clippies in her hair. she had tattoos ALL OVER (that just plain gross on girl **shivers**) and then she had like 60million pieces of jewlery on which most of it was absolutley tacky. her hair was like dyed a horrible color red and her make up was done like striper...and to top it all off she reiked of weed hahahaha. i pointed it out to my dad and he was like nice...i mean thats horrible hahaha wow. and then my dad yelled at the lil asain TMobile guy...poor lil asain TMobile guy lol. then we go upstairs to orange chicken bowl and i was like if they dont have my orange chicken im gona have to kick some ass. and what a coinkie dink....NO ORANGE CHICK. ahah i looked at the guy and i was like "your so lucky i didnt pull my kungfoo out on you."and he looked at me and laughed and my dad pulled me away and we went to stupid panda express....lol okay so that was my fun filled day/afternoon/evening lol
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okay so today was funn and boring at the same time lol. i missed the bus this morning so i had my neighbor take me to school. i got there and it sucked ass i wanted to go home so bad. lol oh well. then it got sorta better in 2nd period. I saw missy and mr.fishtank/mr.guitar guy hahaha(Missy and Katie) yeah good times haha and then i had ppl askin me if i made my own skirt...wtf it was my jean skirt from abercrombie...dumb fucks. lol. hmm what else oh i caught the 12:30 C bus on time for once haha. and then i forgot to add this but yesterday i got good/bad news. I might be moving to Malibu in October. its an apartment RIGHT on the beach for like $300 less than our rent now. and well i kinda wanna move but then again i dont. Like i want to cuz ...surfing...beach...tanning...funn but then again i dont because i would leave all my friends behind. and number one Kyle and Brittney. I cant leave either one of them they keep me going everyday...i dunno what id do without my britt or my kyle. :o\. okay well i gotta go eat dinner...gross
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Wow...exciting day today lol. Umm a fight with an asian kid and some pussy white boy lol. Then a girl got all drunk and shit and had to go to the hospital...dumb fuck. yeah and then i came home and kyle came and picked me up and we went back to his house and had a huge waterfight with the hose teehee. it was so funn. then we made brownies :o)!!!Then i got my gay ass report card today for summer school...B in Biology and a C in English....stupid bitch...i swear im gonna beat up Ms. Delany lol. OMG KATIE!!!! MR.FISHTANK TALKED TO ME and i have something else to tell you that im not gonna post about Mr.Fishtank haha.but yeah hmm what else? im going to montana in a couple weeks :o) im so excited !!its gonna be so funn. i miss my mom so much like y'all have NO idea. okay well imma go... ihave nothin more to say other than katie slipped in the kitchen this afternoon and it was funnier than a lil white kid gettin the shit beaten outta him by an asain hahaha.
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oHmYgOd! i am so in love its not even funny. I love kyle...I really love him. Before him i was so depressed...suicidle. and now that i have him nothing can really go wrong when i am with him...the sky could fall and i would still be happy because i am with him. He always knows how to make me happy. Whever i call him crying he knows exactly what to say and exactly when not to say anything at all and just listen. He holds my hand just right and kisses me softly on my lips just so. He knows where to tickle me and get me to giggle uncontrolably. And he knows the right places to touch me. He is the most wonderful boyfriend. He is the definition of a perfect boyfriend...I Love You Kyle. I truly mean it.
Your Baby Girl,
Emily June
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okay this weekend has been fuckin awesome...my cousin is home from iraq!!! thank you to all the people that prayed for him hes home safe!!! :o). oh yeah and i'm doin softball for fall ball. lol shut up i can do it guys...my dad was like its a good idea ur doin softball...your fat. haha i was like have u looked in the mirror lately?...jerk lol. Kyle and Katie came over today to go swimming :o). it was so funn lol. hmm what else is new? uhhh i need a tan. lol if anyone would like to be my tanning buddy come over and we'll tan our asses off. lol. okay well i gotta go
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whaddup bitchez. sab ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) sweetxkiss here updating for my gurlie em. chek these pix out and comment.
peace out mothasuckas <3
( get low baby )
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hmm...nothin really happened this week. But yeah last night i went to the movies with kyle :o) and we saw i robot. so good. heh and my dad almost grounded me...stupid bitch. lol i was at kyle's and his mom and kyle and i didnt hear the doorbell ring so he got all pissy and went home and called me screaming at me and he told me i was grounded lol. so kyle's mommy got me outta grounding lol. Im going to montana in like 3 weeks!!! :oD! im soo excited! and then when i come home im goin back east for a week to go visit family and friends! okay well i gotta go im goin to Katie's softball tournament
LaToR gAtOrS
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your bitch.
What swear word are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
hell yeah i am
cOmMeNt BiAtChEs!i!i
LaToR gAtOrS!i!i
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hey y'all hmm...
im at nancy's house spendin the night :o). woot woot. lol omfg i got so fuckin drunk over at sandy's it was bomb. haha yeah i dont really remember anything but nancy was like you were tripping over everything and yelling at everyone. haha. yeah and then i had an ortho apointment and haha i forgot where i was in the ortho chair and thats the only thing i really remember. hmm yeah. uhhh hmm yeah tomorrow i think im going over to chris's with kyle. i really dont know anything to talk about right now....im kinda out of it teehee. hahaha omg nancy and stephanie and i tried snorting crushed midol lmfao. it was the funniest shit ever hahahah its not like it did anything but haha it was funny as hell lol. okay well umm im gonna go i have nothing more to say to you.
LaToR GaToRs...
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(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(x) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) Been moshing at a concert
(x) had feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(x) tried killing urself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) intentionally burned urself
(x) love someone or miss someone rite now
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COMMENT GODAMMIT
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this is katie..... updatein for emily!!!! WELLL PICTURES OF BOOTS! AND KYLE!!!
you can check out my lj to!
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okay well summer school is like way better now :o). I have a new friend her name is michele shes really really nice:o). so yeah things are lookin better there. and today we ditched 2nd period...dude im so tired of my fuckin english teacher...grr...hmm what else?? OMG okay im going to this modeling/acting/singing thingie tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kara reffered (sp?) me to them!and they called me and told me to come in tomorrow at 7p.m. and go in front of producers and shit. and one of the singing producers is a guy from American Idol!!!! omg im so excited!!! eekk !! hmmm im thinking of triming my hair up and dying it all back to my normal color...blonde and get some cute side bangs. think i should ?? oh yeah guys i went over to kyle's yesterday with boots...haha katie and i dressed him up !!! it was soooooooooooooooooo cute!!! ill have katie put up the pix of boots!!! oh yeah and i have some funny ass pix of kyle too lmao. okay ill have katie post 'em. ok y'all im gonna go...
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COMMENT OR ILL SHOOT YOU ! thank you :o)
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Okay well to start off my horrible week Kyle left to go to Mammoth on our 4 month :o\. And then today we were gonna go to the Warped Tour. But he went to mammoth and i miss him so much that i cried so much last night. And my kitten isnt eatting so we took him to the vets a few min. ago. And they have to hospitalize him :'o(. And they said they might have to put him down. If the put Boots down ill break down. I need a kittie or something to keep me going. All the shit i go through i just need something to sleep with at night and something to cuddle up with when i cry at night. Ugh i dunno what to do im sitting here crying as i type this out. And i started summer school today. I feel like such a loser there. no joke. like everyone has there group of friends and i dont know anyone so i sit on the bench looking like a loser. but i met 2 people today. One guy his name is mark hes cool. and then i met this other chick and i forget her name but she went to Frost and she knoes Kyle lol small world huh?? and today i was looking at my binder at school and i almost cried cuz i miss alot of people. Most have them have changed and im not gonna say who. But they have changed for the worse because they always talk shit about everyone. and then i looked at britt's pic and it cheered me up. I cant wait for school next year when britt comes. I need my best friend there. Anyways well im gonna go climb in my bed and cuddle up with my blanket and my cow and cry. I'll ttyl
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ahhh okay yesterday was my birthday :o)!! andi spent the whole day with kyle ;o) and mi madre!!! haha we had to do a scavenger hunt and i got a kitten!!!!!!!!! omg its six weeks old!!! and then we went to Gladstones for dinner with my dad, my mom, Kyle, Britt, and me. and i opened a card from my dad and inside was 15 dollars (hence i jus turned 15) and also a thingie for me and kyle to go to surf camp AHH!!! im sooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then we get picked up in this SUV limo or a gay school bus. hahah im soooo excited! its gonna be sooo fuckin awesome!!! anyways well i got some bad news now :o\ my brother's dad is in a coma. yeah so im kinda scared what Ronnie is gonna do. but umm yeah im gonna go now. ill talk to y'all later.
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ummm yeah....today was boring as fuck until i went to the movies with kyle :o). yeah it was funn ;o) lol. umm nothin really new other than my mom and dan are comin down to see me!!! woot woot. so excited haha. so yeah im gettin a kitten so what should i name it ??? lol ok yeah hmmm i wonder why everbody changes once they get to highschool. why cant we just have simplier lives....ugh someone please explain this to me?
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